by Stephanie Morrill
Stephanie writes young adult contemporary novels and is the creator of GoTeenWriters.com. Her novels include The Reinvention of Skylar Hoyt series (Revell) and the Ellie Sweet books (Playlist). You can connect with her on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, and check out samples of her work on her author website.
You love your story idea. It’s the best idea you’ve ever had—you can feel it in your writer’s gut—and you just know this will be The Book. The one you will love enough to write the entire thing. That you will edit. That you will create all that marketing copy for (the back cover blurb, the one line pitch) and take with you to writers conferences. The one you’re willing to risk it all for because it’s The Book.
Fast-forward several months and there you are in your normal Stuck Place. Most writers I know have one. Mine tend to be at 75% of the way through the first draft, or in the early stages of editing. What’s going on? you find yourself wondering. This is The Book. The idea was so good, this wasn’t supposed to happen!
Is this sounding familiar to anyone? If so:
You are a normal writer.
Sarah Dessen, New York Times bestselling author of 11 great, award-winning YA books, has been quoted as saying that her favorite book is the one she’s going to write next. Because the flaws and cracks in the story haven’t appeared yet. It’s still perfect in her head.
That fills me with a sense of relief, to hear that a veteran like her struggles after the initial excitement of an idea wears off.
So how do you get over it?
1. You figure out what you need for motivation. Is it NaNo? Is it designing a book cover and hanging it by your computer? Is it telling people you’ll have a first draft by the end of the month, creating pressure to deliver on your promise?
We all have a Stuck Place in the writing process. And maybe we have one in the editing process too; I’ve learned that I do. But don’t make the mistake of interpreting being in your Stuck Place as an indicator that the book stinks or you stink. You don’t stink. You’re just stuck.
2. You grit your teeth and do the thing…or you walk away.
Once you’ve found your motivation, whatever it is, you now get to grind out the words.
Or not.
Walking away from a manuscript doesn’t mean you’ll never finish it. I walked away from the book that became Me, Just Different several times during the four years I worked on it. I kept coming back to it because it was The Book. But I was frustrated because I was learning that even when you’re writing something you love:
WRITING A GOOD STORY IS HARD WORK
And it’s a process to figure out how it works.
It makes me think of how a few years ago, my husband started running over his lunch break. He found it fun, apparently. (This is mysterious to me, but my love of writing is mysterious to him, so it works out.) Ben ran as a hobby. He wore regular sneakers, cotton T-shirts, and didn’t really track his pace or distance. He would peek at a map to estimate how far he had run, but that was about it.
I was like that with writing in middle school and early high school. I loved writing, and whenever the fancy struck, I scribbled stories in notebooks using markers. I didn’t care about proper story form. I didn’t even know it existed, really.
As my husband ran more consistently, he met other coworkers who headed out for a run on their lunch breaks too. These people were more serious about running than he was, and they had all run in races. After talking to them, Ben decided he wanted to try running a marathon. Because this is obviously different than running three miles over your lunch break, he looked up training plans and studied what it took to train your body to run 26.2 miles.
In high school, during my junior year, I became increasingly obsessed with writing a real novel. I had always wanted to write novels, but now I was reading books like
Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott in my English class. It was the first time I had ever had the chance to read about another writer and her process. Reading that book didn’t just crank up my desire to write a novel, it equipped me with the tools I needed to finish my book.
Ben put in the training to run a marathon. And it cost him. It meant getting up early on cold, drizzly Saturday mornings to run 18 difficult miles. It meant buying proper gear, enduring knee pain, and living with a wife who didn’t quite understand how she wound up married to a runner.
But he did it. He crossed the finish line. He ran a marathon. And while those early days of running certainly played a part in his success, he was a very different runner than when he started out. He did not cross the finish line in a cotton T-shirt and basketball shoes.
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| Ben running his first marathon |
By the time I signed my first contract, I no longer looked like a hobby writer. I owned a dozen writing books, belonged to two writing organizations, had attended three writers conferences, and had sat in writing classes. I had logged lots of time at my desk too. In the years between high school and signing my contract, I wrote a handful of full-length books and countless story beginnings.
But there was still a lot of work to be done.
When my husband ran his first marathon, I thought he would cross “26.2” off the life goals list and move on. But, no. Because he’s a runner. And runners run. Now that he’d found he could do it, the question became how could he do it better? How could he get faster? How could he get rid of his knee pain?
And isn’t it the same for us? I was never in this to write a novel. I was in this to write. So when I finish a book, I start asking what kind of book I want to write next. How can I get better? What new technique do I want to try?
A couple final thoughts:
Maybe it’s not you that’s holding you back from finishing your book. Maybe it’s the idea. When I say that, I don’t mean your book idea is a bad one. I’ve had ideas that are good, but I’m just not ready to write them yet. Or maybe I like the idea … but I don’t love the idea. I need to love the idea to finish a book. This is a link to a post that talks about
when you should give up on an idea.
Focus on the next step you need to take. One writer emailed me to say she was feeling bad because she’s been writing for two years now but can’t make it past a first draft. My feelings on that are, “Hooray! You can write a first draft!” I mean, that’s HUGE. NaNoWriMo exists because of how many people WANT to write a book but never do. And this writer has done that!
But to grow, the writer needs to figure out what it’ll take to motivate herself through the editing process. Maybe part of it is a knowledge thing. Maybe she needs to study books like
Revision and Self-Editing by James Scott Bell and find the tools to equip her for this part of her journey.
Or maybe she’s already done the studying and needs to apply it. That could involve grabbing a couple writers and having a NaNo”Edit”Mo together. Or maybe she can find someone to hold her accountable and say, “By the end of this week, I want to have completed my first read-through of my book. Can you ask me about it on Friday?”
If you’re feeling stuck with where you are in the process of growing as a writer, try to figure out what your next step is—preferably without panicking over the step that’s three or four away—and what you’ll need to motivate you through.
Other posts that may interest you:
A progressive checklist for writers. (Gosh, I also talk about my husband’s running in this one. I might be a wee bit obsessed with the man. Good thing I married him, or that could get weird.)
